ups and downs.

Lately what I've realized is how life is just that, ups and downs. to see this blog again it was a real pick me up. I all of a sudden felt a jolt of inspiration. Its been a minute since i last wrote publicly, believe me, this is scary.

I was going through old post and I couldn't believe how open I was about things. I was actually really proud of myself. Maybe I always knew in the back of my mind that this blog would come in handy, and it has.

the past few months have been rather difficult. I wont go into specifics but I realize now they were deeply superficial(oxymoron). But all is well now, though i haven't completely dug myself out the whole yet but to see the ray of light out is comforting.

for a moment I thought things weren't going to fall into place the way it always sorta has for me. my brother often complains I get everything handed to me, and you know what? I do, hes mad.

It makes me want to stress how important it is to have a plan. Know yourself. Know your way out.